In my mind~

Can I find someone who cares about me? Dunno..
Coz, till now I feel no one cares about my existence and what I really feel..
maybe I looked so happy out there!! But, I dunno..



Coz, unconsciously now I realize I actually feel loneliness, and emptiness in this world..
Dunno why??

Sometimes that thought always comes up in my mind..
So confused..
I always try and keep trying to get rid of that thought..
But.... It always just appeared.. ><

God, what must I do ??
I can only give up everything into Your hands..
Please Lord.. Give me an answer and solution for this..
I begged in You.. ><

That's all what is on my mind now..
What must I do 'till  the answers come is just should still care about others n give the best for all with all that is in me~

Hope all will get better soon.. :)